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Friday, March 17, 2006, 10:05 PM
Rehearsal Investitual
Todaywe went to school for rehearsal student leader investitual
we are suppose to learn some kind of dance
which turns out to be quite fun
as all the psl boys were making funny noises behind me
the ex-co were cool
they all have different cool way of putting on their blazer
too bad i will never have a chance to do that
come to think of it
i really want to be psl ex-co
i mean i know there will be more work
and i will also be more busy
but i am willing to sacrifices my time for this
haiz
next year when all my goods psl friends are on stage
i can only stand under the stage thinking what a pathetic loser i am
never mind
i can't change anything now
i can only blame myself for being not capable and chio enough
and is my mistake of changing comittee half way cause
i am unable to make it for CIP meetings
thus i never had a chance to prove how capable i am
i will never forget that day during the general meeting
this group of girls sitting near me
were laughing at my name
how my surname is New
and how they never heard of this name before
although now i am closer to alot more psl
but it is just all too late..
how i wish i can turn back time
but i know i can't
even if i spent my whole life trying to invent a time machine
i went for ballet just now
my teacher started talking to this friend of hers
when the friend came into the studio
so i never really dance properly
we got out new leotight today
wasn't what we quite expected
but i am fine with it
although mine is too high at the front..
looks weird
my teacher suddenly make us realise how soon our exam is
4 more weeks only!
i am not ready at all..
haiz..
she pass me four tickets for the concert we are going to watch tmr at the esplanade
i am keeping for her and my friends
so sad adam never say about the bbq earlier
cause now i can't go for the bbq at changi beachtmr with them!
sob* sob*
haha
after class joy, pearline, marianne and me stayed back to have self practise
it was fun
but i realise how much better they can dance than me
their teachniques are like wow!
haha
i too fat!
as usual..
might be a excuse i dunno
but is just too bad that life is unfair..
i also cannot bulit a machine that can cvhange my fate for me
so hmm
ALWAYS (TRY TO) LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!