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Sunday, August 12, 2007, 12:21 AM
there we go again
yesterday was miserable.firstly, unable to do a maths paper, secondly, dance class was horrible. thirdly, chalet left me worried the rest of my life. today is better. skip chinese tuition, dance class was okay. i have been slacking too much! and chinese is such a dread with all the homework! with minimal light entering through the blinds of the curtain, the room should be scary. it only consists of three large mirrors, piano, a table, CD player and bars. but i felt at home. Alone, yes. but at peace. where nobody can see me, where i can openly express myself. standing in the middle of the room. i savour that moment. taking a mental image of myself in the mirror. i imagine the laughter, the overpowering voice. the looks on many serious faces as lovely music plays. it doesn't look so different in the dark. but ironical, it's so comfortable. i am weird, ain't i. when i carry a bad pack or sling bag, with glasses and books in my arm. i look like a nerd. but i like it. haha can't be cool? be nerdy! 12 days to prelims. that's scary. |