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Tuesday, September 18, 2007, 10:30 PM
hardwork and success
my ballet teacher said"hardwork does not equal to success." for me, it applies for dancing. now, even my school results for prelims is a total fiasco. only the second day, and i feel like dying. don't know how to face anybody. i failed my chinese. although i have been failing chinese since i took higher chinese, this blow is the biggest. i gave my best shot and i still fail. BEST shot. only had 6 wrong words in my composition, that is an achievement for me. i really wish i am good in my language. i really wonder why my siblings are so good in language, yet i sucked at it so badly. "your brother and sister-in-law are GP teachers. why are you not performing?" i am always hearing this. so sick of it. i am just not good at it. somehow, i felt a connection with huiwen. i think is because of chinese. but her english is still better than me. suicidal. put the blame on me. first you say you will, then you say you won't. you're beautiful. oh, what you do to me? hawaii song. these songs made us laugh. laughter is the best medicine. |