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Thursday, January 28, 2010, 9:56 PM
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as i grow older, i slowly mould into someone that i no longer recognise. i stopped acting like someone that society deems as inapporiate. every person i meet, i see a certain resemblance in me. a few days back when i was packing my room, i came across camp books and reflections from my friends about me and i have changed. changed into someone that only makes myself miserable by acting the way i am doing so now. so what if society condemns my actions? as long as i am not doing anything illegal and disturbing, am i not entitled to do it? but at what cost? losing my friends? disrespect from relatives? i feel like meditating. courage. inborn or built? how can someone claims to understand when they never experience it before? you don't tell someone to do it. and say it comes with practice crap. any situation that ties in with emotion ain't that easy to settle. its a fox-y situation. |