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Friday, March 04, 2011, 1:35 PM
stop

after taking such a long break from posting, or even just writing something that has nothing to do with the economy, i am kind of stun at what to write.

we are at a stage in life where we want to do everything and be everybody, but we cant. we have to decide which direction we would like to head in. and we will never know if we made the "right" choice because we cant reverse our route and try out a different path for comparison.

as we grow, our ability to make friends seems to shrink as well. many tend to guard their feelings and emotions. its tough to find someone who dares to be true. kudos to those.

friends come and go. it cant be more true in uni. there are just too many distractions. it rides back to the fact that we want to do so much more and not many place friendship as a top piority in their to do list. relationship takes effort. its more than a "are you okay?" or eating meals everyday in the canteen together.

thank god we have old friends to lean on.

some of you have been coming to this real stagnant blog dilligently. thanks for that. i know you want to find up what the hell im up to. i have been really busy (mostly dance), trapped in pulau NTU. but i shall make a come back after march 14! Promise!

i was once told that god created us and he has a mission for each of us on this planet. so we search day in day out for that sparkle that may be hidden somewhere, just waiting to shine. for some, we discover that in school, others, we can only continue searching.

somehow i entrenched onto the path of dancing. dont be mistaken it is so not my god given talent. but over the years it did bring me tremendous joy.
this may very likely be the last 3 years i would be dancing.
this year i actually have the chance to lead a team of dancers and choroegraph.its a whole new experience really. and my head just spins everyday over this.
this is what i have been busy with.
now we have less than one week.
how do miracles happen again?

there can be miracle when you believe.

you know i dont talk to god, or ask him for guidance or seek comfort in him.
(p.s. i am not referring to any particular religion)
but god, you may not have given me the talent or flair in dancing but nonetheless i am still in this path for a reason.

let this work.

JAI HO!
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